Taking into consideration what has been going on in my family lately, I have the awful feeling that nothing will be the same again. I’ll be torn between a part of the family and the other and everything that I’ve known and loved about it is now breaking apart and it’s the most painful feeling in the world. I’m powerless and far away, I cannot do anything to solve the problem. I am pissed, mad, broken-hearted and in a state of stupor at the same time. I think I know what kids with divorced parents feel, although this is not the case. I never thought this would happen to us…