Where are you, Mr. Freud?

21 Jun

All my fears and insecurities come to life during nighttime. In my dreams, the ones close to me always hurt me: they let me wait for them in the rain without ever showing up, they run from me, they don’t want to talk to me, they cheat on me. People with whom I haven’t talked in years and people I don’t give a shit about anymore are always very nice to me: we talk for hours, we visit places, we’re inseparable. And when I dream about my parents I dream about them rejecting me. And uRMa always gets hurt. Always.

I don’t know if I want to find out the cause of these horrible nightmares but I think it would be interesting to read some studies about what’s going on in our mind when we’re sleeping. Until then I’ll be, again, terrified of going to sleep at night.

7 Responses to “Where are you, Mr. Freud?”

  1. ana 22. Jun, 2010 at 9:57 am

    My dear, believe it or not, it’s good that your fears come out. My suggestion is that you write them down. Then you’ll be able to look at them differently. And maybe you’ll even realize what your subconscious is telling you…

  2. Verde Ursuz 22. Jun, 2010 at 3:17 pm

    well, our dreams can only mean two things: it’s either fear or desire.

  3. ionuca 23. Jun, 2010 at 12:04 am

    @ana: that sounds like a good idea! I just hope I won’t panic when I’ll see how many of these bad dream I’ve collected :)

    @Verde Ursuz: or maybe both :)

  4. Gracie 23. Jun, 2010 at 2:20 pm

    It’s always for the best to come face to face with our fears, Ana suggestion sounds good, and you have to try to understand why you fear to get hurt by the ones you love the most. Fear of losing them maybe?……

  5. Béranger 25. Jun, 2010 at 5:19 pm

    At least, it’s better when your real life is more enjoyable than your dreams. When the “life” of your dreams is better than the real life, now this would be a problem. Not your case.

    Ana is right, BTW.

  6. Verde Ursuz 28. Jun, 2010 at 5:12 pm

    Nu mai vrei un pisoias? Or do you know somebody who’d want one? :) Thanks in advance.

  7. ionuca 28. Jun, 2010 at 11:24 pm

    @Verde Ursuz: uff, îmi pare rău, dar noi o avem pe uRMa şi e destul :( Sper să găseşti un cămin pentru pisioi.

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