I feel like the last weeks have been like a dream and now I’m slowly waking up to real life and it’s hard adjusting to it. First Vienna, then a week of staying home and being lazy and then Barcelona for another couple of days. It was great, it was awesome, it’s over. Now it’s back to gray Bucharest, back to myoldself: books, music, tea and being antisocial.
And, strangely, I don’t even feel like my life’s going in a loop. Nope, not even that. Now it’s just nothingness. I’m so used to living like this, that only the same things happen to me day after day after day.
I had a couple of nice chats with Puck *OK, it doesn’t happen often that she comes in Bucharest 
* and I admitted some things I was somehow afraid of: 1. I’m not able to stand anybody for a long time 2. Nobody can put up with my bitchy character 3. It’s not that awful being alone 4. Fuck having kids 5. I actually live my life online etc etc etc
Conclusion: I really shouldn’t bitch about this anymore, in fact, I like it this way.
Moving on. I’m happy that I finally found a topic that really like for my final paper: tea. I wasn’t sure at first, but I looked a bit on the Internet and I found a lot of material about it and yeah, I can do this Plus, now I have the perfect reason to be a real tea-whore and buy more tea and order all the books about tea I can find Oh yeah!
Other than that, I bloody hate the cold outside. You can’t really see my face from under the hat and the muffler. And my hands are, of course, always very dry. And I can’t eat oranges like I used to. And I’m sick and tired of the music on my laptop/iPod. And I’m starting to get homesick. And I don’t want to have to wear my boots. And I need a proper shopping session, to feel better, but of course I have no money. And I feel really lame and unproductive being unemployed. But it will be better, I know it will.
puck 
grăunţe 
ionuca 
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I`m still appalled by your thesis topic.
It`s not that it isn`t nice (for a person who happens to like tea, that is, myself excluded) to write about it, it`s just that it has no connection whatsoever with any of the subjects you`ve studied, and it just seems absurd. But yeah, I know, university is about learning to find information rather than achieve information, so… but still… damn ! 