Rainbow Child

All I’m able to do is watch one episode of Gilmore Girls after another. Oh, what a productive weekend this will be!

Azi nu am fost Eu.

Azi am simtit the winter blues
Azi am fost deprimata.

Azi am plans cand am iesit de la metrou
Azi am plans si pe strada, cand m-am intors acasa.

Azi mi-am amintit de cum stateam la mine in camera
Si era cald
Si mirosea a portocale
Si noi citeam.

Azi am mers doar cu privirea-n pamant
Azi nu am vazut casele pe langa care am trecut.

Azi nu mi-a fost foame
Azi nu mi-a fost sete.

Azi nu am fost Eu.
Azi nu s-a terminat inca.

*uRMa – You can buy me with a coffee

I’m moving my blog again. It’s time I had my own home so next week I’m buying the domain. Of course, it all depends on when Jen and Patric have time and are in the mood to move my blogs, but I’m sure they won’t let me wait too long, will you guys?

Now here’s my problem: I can’t find a decent theme!!!! I looked and looked and looked some more and found only 2 which I like. The first one is nice, but kind of simple and I would love to have some drawings that would actually mean something to me. Vararu found the second one and it’s colourful, it’s nice, it’s woo-hoo, it’s so damn popular I know, I’m so goddamned picky

And no, I don’t have the money to pay someone to design a theme for me. So, what I wanted to ask you is that if you see a nice not-so-bloody-popular WP theme, please, please let me know. Thanks!!!

OmG, I finally have a shelf for my teas! Woo-hoo! Me is happy!

The only problem is that it’s white and I hate that colour. Any idea what kind of “paint” I can use to make it more colourful?

I feel like the last weeks have been like a dream and now I’m slowly waking up to real life and it’s hard adjusting to it. First Vienna, then a week of staying home and being lazy and then Barcelona for another couple of days. It was great, it was awesome, it’s over. Now it’s back to gray Bucharest, back to myoldself: books, music, tea and being antisocial.

And, strangely, I don’t even feel like my life’s going in a loop. Nope, not even that. Now it’s just nothingness. I’m so used to living like this, that only the same things happen to me day after day after day.

I had a couple of nice chats with Puck *OK, it doesn’t happen often that she comes in Bucharest * and I admitted some things I was somehow afraid of: 1. I’m not able to stand anybody for a long time 2. Nobody can put up with my bitchy character 3. It’s not that awful being alone 4. Fuck having kids 5. I actually live my life online etc etc etc

Conclusion: I really shouldn’t bitch about this anymore, in fact, I like it this way.

Moving on. I’m happy that I finally found a topic that really like for my final paper: tea. I wasn’t sure at first, but I looked a bit on the Internet and I found a lot of material about it and yeah, I can do this Plus, now I have the perfect reason to be a real tea-whore and buy more tea and order all the books about tea I can find Oh yeah!

Other than that, I bloody hate the cold outside. You can’t really see my face from under the hat and the muffler. And my hands are, of course, always very dry. And I can’t eat oranges like I used to. And I’m sick and tired of the music on my laptop/iPod. And I’m starting to get homesick. And I don’t want to have to wear my boots. And I need a proper shopping session, to feel better, but of course I have no money. And I feel really lame and unproductive being unemployed. But it will be better, I know it will.