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26 Aug

I used to clean my glasses every day. Rub, polish and make the lenses shine. I wanted to see the world as it was, to see colours and smiling people. But I couldn’t find them anywhere, no matter where I looked. Now my glasses are all smeared. There’s nothing beautiful out there to make me clean my glasses again.

Get me out of here!!!

26 Aug

I swear it’s the last time I’m spending more than 10 days in this fucked up town. I HATE IT HERE!!! I don’t feel like doing anything here: eating, smiling, reading. Nothing! This place drains me of all my positive energy. And spending this much time with parents is no fun either: we piss each other off constantly. It’s all a waste of energy and it’s driving me crazy!!! We were supposed to go back this Friday, but Mum won’t finish her work till then and we’re going only on Sunday! I will literally go INSANE here! I wanna go back to MY home, to MY stuff, to MYself. This is torture!