Rainbow Child

…back. I’m in BM, and I’m using my old computer. And when I mean old, I mean ancient. I have to wait hours for it to open an Internet page or whatever and patience is not one of my virtues. My parents really need to buy a new one. Wish me luck, cause I have to work from it. Hope I won’t kick it, smash it, punch it Yes, I have issues. Oh, and the mouse doesn’t have a scroll button. And the computer doesn’t have USB thingies. And it has only 10GB of memory. And crappy old music on it. I’m doomed! Oh, and the printer just turned itself on, out of the blue, at about 8 in the morning o_O

My laptop’s still dead, hope it’ll come alive by the time I’m back in Bucharest. Come on new hdd!

It’s great back home. OK, it’s my first day here, of course it’s great. Anyways, I’ll try and download the pictures at Mum’s working place and then post some here, cause I really like the town during the springtime. It’s so… green

After a three-hour walk with M. I’m pretty exhausted so I’ll go and get some rest. There days will be pretty hectic, with all that church-going, family-meeting, small-talking, but I’m actually waiting forward to spending time with my extended family. Not to much, tough

Ps. Jen‘s an angel for taking uRMa at her place this week! Thanks a million! Owe you!

Nu citesc atat de mult pe cat as vrea.

M-ai vazut doar de doua ori. Nu te preface ca-ti pasa.

Iar tu, mai bine te-ai preface ca-ti pasa si de lucrurile care-mi sunt mie dragi, nu doar de mine.

Tu cine esti, mai, omul al scarilor? Te vad o data, pe scarile de la serviciu, ma indragostesc, ca apoi sa nu te mai vad niciodata. Asa nu ma mai joc!

Iert mai usor cand nu imi pasa.

Am vorbit o dupa-masa intreaga, de la familie la carti si la frustrari. Nu a trebuit sa ne tragem de limba unul pe celalalt, nu au fost pauze stanjenitoare, lucruri spuse pe jumatate, fraze neterminate. De ce nu poate fi asa usor cu toata lumea?

Nu mai visez urat.

Imi iubesc Bestia mai mult decat as putea iubi acum pe oricine altcineva.

Sunt si mai ursuza de cand am ramas fara calculator.

In clasa a cincea, mi-a placut de el si ne bateam ca prostii. Eu il trageam de par, el ma lovea cu buretele ud peste fata. In clasa a sasea, am devenit cei mai buni prieteni. In anul doi de facultate, ma simt la fel de bine cu el, ca atunci. Suntem aceiasi copii.

“Dar bine, poate ca exista vreo 5 persoane in toata lumea care sa nu fie asa cum ai spus; ce o sa te faci?” Ce am facut si pana acum: absolut nimic.

Oare daca ii spun ca nu mai mananc carne o sa inceteze sa ma mai cheme la masa? Sper din tot sufletul ca da.

Mi-e dor de casa.

Imi promit ca in fiecare zi cat sunt acolo sa mananc cate-o inghetata mare cu portie dubla de frisca si portie dubla de glazura, sa-mi ajunga pana la vara cand o sa ma intorc acasa. Inghetata din Bucuresti nu are gustul iubirilor din liceu.

“Hmmm, nu arati rau.” Hai, nu ma minti, imi sta ca naiba in rochie.

Vreau noul album KUMM, chiar aKUMM.

E o diferenta enorma intre a dormi cu si a te culca cu. Mie imi place sa dorm cu prietenii mei.

Inca nu imi vine sa cant Cause it feels like summer again.

Orice convorbire telefonica se incheie cu aceeasi concluzie: Life sucks. Trist.

Old habits die hard: mi-am ciuntit singura bretonul.

M-am speriat ieri cand un tip m-a oprit pe cand ieseam din toaleta fetelor: “Ionuca? Tu esti tipa cu blogurile?”

Imi curge nasul.

Tampito, nu-ti dai seama cat de penibila esti ca le faci poze decolteurilor prietenelor tale?

Pe tocuri la concert rock? Scuteste-ma!

I love Paris in the rain, I love Paris in the rain, I love, I love, I love in the rain…

Asa nu am chef sa ies din casa…

You don’t have to remind me that my life’s fucked up, I already know that. Do you really think it’s something I wouldn’t notice?

And no, it’s not my fault. It just happens to be this way. So, could you fuck off and let me be? Thanks.

It’s like I’m dead without music and Internet

Last night, Windows stopped working. This morning, the cooler stopped working. This means I can’t install Windows, cause the bloody thing will automatically shut down cause of the heat. Bloody great. I have no idea if the computer service near my home deals with laptops as well, and I don’t want to take it to the Fujitsu-Siemens service cause it’s faaaar away and bloody expensive. But if I have no other choice…

Anyways, I don’t have a partition so everything on my hard-disk will be lost. Gone. Forever. All my music, all my pictures!!!, everything. Just like that. Like they never existed. Bloody hell. And the sad part is that I’m not angry, that I’m not crying or cursing or whatever. It’s like I get what I want; I felt like nothing interesting was happening to me lately, and here it is! So, I’ll have to be more careful what I wish for next time.

Oh, and since I stopped eating meat, I feel like eating something, anything, all the time, so I stuff myself with fruits and sweets. I predit I’ll be out of money very soon.

I’m one unlucky kid.